Today is an important day
i dont know why yet
im not even certain that something special will happen today
but i do know that where my future is concerned today matters
this moment matters
“ How vain it is to sit down to write when you have not stood up to live. ”
Henry David Thoreau
its a process
love is patient because it is a choice.
love is kind because sometimes it is a hard choice.
it doesnt boast because when its perfect it needs none.
love is so much more than what we have warped it into.
it is pure and perfect.
unfailing and unchanging.
unfading.
god is love.
love like god.
“there is no fear in love. but perfect love drives out fear, because fear has to do with punishment. the one who fears is not made perfect in love.”
-1 john 4:18
not quite sure where my life is going anymore.
the more options i get the more scared i become
am i making the right choices?
no
do i even know how?
probably not
someday i should really learn the difference between right and wrong
someday
maybe tomorrow
but as far as today goes
i screwed up
i dont need sympathy or help
or people encouraging me
thats my stumbling block
i live for that attention
so from here on out i need to go it alone
please let me?
even when i fail
i dont say if because failure is inevitable
but ill never learn with you helping me
as corney as it sounds:
if you love me
let me go
“ Today, I went on a date with a guy for the first time. We went to Starbucks and got coffee. We talked for awhile, and we weere joking and having a good time. Suddenly, he put his hand on my stomach and said, “soon, this will be plump with my seed. ”
FML (via nicolemarie)
Today i understood love a little better.
Clayton taught me that I dont know when this life will end
i dont have that luxury
but regardless
live everyday like its my last
love everyone like ill never see them again
“ As long as you have breath, you have a job to do. ”
Clayton McDonald
today is over.
good riddens.
i hope i never see you again.
in one foul swoop you took away my goals and my momentum.
i was doing so well.
finally.
i was going places.
literally.
well today, you cant take this from me.
no matter how hard you punch me in the teeth.
im getting back up.
dusting myself off.
im moving on.
hopefully with some much needed encouragement.
but either way, today.
youre dead to me.
so thanks for nothing.
the result of a very very very bad day.
“ Keep away from people who try to belittle your ambitions. Small people always do that, but the really great make you feel that you, too, can become great. ”
Mark Twain
